Nights like these scare me. With the music blasted, thoughts running through my head, and I’m wide awake wondering how exactly do I go about it. I haven’t had one of these nights in a while. I can honestly say, I don’t miss it. I don’t miss the endless thoughts running around in circles through my mind, beclouding absolutely everything I do. I don’t miss the crazy accusations that come about. I don’t miss the things that could potentially ruin everything that I’ve been working for. I don’t miss anything about these nights.