How could I be so stupid? Why did I make myself look so pathetic? For you anyways? I guess that’s what you do when you truly love someone. Yeah, I loved you at one point in life. Do I regret it? Honestly, I don’t. All the bullshit you put me through, I wonder why I stuck around so long. You knew it and I knew that we could never go back to how things were before. But yet, I still told myself to try because I thought I could change your mind. I wasted so much time on you. But I don’t regret anything though. This is the first in months that I’ve vented about you. I never actually got the change to get everything out in the open. But here I go. I’m glad we never got together or that things never worked out between us. The only thing I actually regret is ruining a perfectly good friendship because I really cherished our friendship. But hey, you win some, you lose some. And then you move on with your life. I doubt we’re actually friends anymore, we’re more like people who know each other and say hi once in a while. It’s crazy though, I used to think I’d never get over you. Wow was I stupid. I don’t wanna sit here and talk all the bad about you cause I won’t. But I’d like to thank you because if it wasn’t for you, I’d never be in the relationship I’m in right now. I remember I was too scared to even be in a relationship with him before because of everything that happened with you. Thinking that I’d just be hurt again but I’m so glad I took a chance on him. I love my boyfriend and I wouldn’t change a thing about him. I’m done talking about you and blaming you. I just had to get that out in the open. I hope in the future, we’ll be friends once again before all the feelings came rushing in. Until then, you’re just another face in the crowd with the rest of the people I left long ago.
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