Deep breaths.

I feel like whenever I take a big step forward, one little thing brings me back to where I was before. 

Ever feel like letting go, but then something inside just makes you hold on a bit longer? Telling you that maybe, it’s worth it in the end? 

I must crazy to still be here after all the bullshit.

Apparently, she goes by filipino time. Rollin’ up like a big shot 2 hours late. Hahahaha. 

Otherhalf! I haven’t seen this girl since last year. :) 

Oh, and Nathan. Haha. 

You have to let go of your expectations, and just go with the flow. 

I like it when people say hi or hug me as they’re walking by me. These littlest gesture really make my day. 

Before I lose control of myself completely. 

Never let me plan anything….

Sometimes, it’s good to be alone. To think about stuff. To get away from everything, everyone. I guess being alone is something I’m used to now because it’s just easier to be with just yourself. 

I look up to you, I really do. Even though you’re such a loser, you make me try my best and want to do my best. Whenever I see you talking about your training days and stuff, it makes me happy to know that you’re happy in what you like to do. I haven’t seen you in forever and I really miss you. You always told me that I could do whatever I wanted and that I’m going to succeed. I really don’t get to talk to you much because we’re both busy, sometimes it doesn’t even feel like we’re related because we haven’t seen each other in so long. But I’m hoping that one day we’ll get to see each other. I miss and love you. See you soon.  

The worse part is that you don’t even notice anymore..

Who said I wouldn’t amount to anything? I think I’m doing a pretty good job right now. So take all what you said about me and think it over again. Thanks. 

Ever have the feeling that something’s missing? 

I’ll admit, I miss looking forward to something each day.