Don’t Change - Musiq Soulchild
“I was meant for you and you was meant for me, yeah.
And I’ll make sure that I’ll be everything you need.
Girl the way we are is how its gonna be.
Just as long as your love don’t change.”
Hey there. How are you doing? Me? I’m fine, finally. I thought I wouldn’t be, but surprisingly, I’m doing good without you. I got on with my life, as I should of months ago. It did take a while for me to finally move on with my life, but at least I finally learned right? Yeah. I won’t lie and say I don’t think of you or miss you anymore because I do sometimes think of you and miss you. Some days, it’s a lot. But, when I do think of you now, I don’t get down or sad, I just remember what we had and smile about it. At least I got to wish you happy birthday. I do wish we could of fixed everything and at least be friends, but you decided that that wouldn’t be okay. I’m not sure why, but you decided to do so. I just went along with it because there wasn’t really anything I could do about it. But, yeah. I’m proving to you and everyone else that I really don’t need you as I thought I would. I’m learning to move on with my life and it feels great to know I can do it. I hope everything goes good for you, and maybe one day, we’ll ended up being friends again, nothing more than that though. Thanks for the experiences and all that you taught me.
Love,
Jessica.
J.R.A // By chance ( you & I ).mp3
Long time since I was on Tumblr.
I miss having that one boy around. I miss those butterflies in my stomach. I miss texting 24/7. I miss that real smile I used to have. I miss playing with someones fingers before holding their hand. I miss those late night phone calls. I miss sleeping on the phone. I miss when someone holds me by…
We don’t talk anymore. Not as much as I would like though. Whenever we talk, it seems like you’re not interested in what we talk about, so I just stop replying or you stop sometimes. Yeah, I know I don’t have time to hang out with you as much as I would like and I’m sorry for that. Sometimes, I feel like crying because I know it’s really my fault that we have been drifting away. I know that it’s my fault that we’re not as close anymore. I just, don’t have to heart to do anything yet. I see that you’re having a good summer right now and I’m glad that you are. You have it hard at home as you tell me, and you didn’t have such a good middle school year, so I’m glad you’re finally having a good high school experience and summer. You have you’re new friends and I have mine. But even if I make millions of friends, you’ll always be #1 on my list. When you read this, don’t cry and think that it’s your fault. Please don’t cry. I don’t want to make you cry, again. It’s not your fault. You and I both know it’s my fault. So don’t go and think that it’s yours. You always think it is. I’m to blame because I know it’s my fault. I see you trying to find time to hang out with me and I’m sorry that I can’t.Just know, it’s not your fault, really. Our relationship means the world to me, which is why I worry about it so much. You were the first real friend I had. Have a good summer okay? Don’t worry about this letter. I’ll talk to you soon.
Love,
Jessica.
This isn’t suppose to be a guilt trip or anything to make you feel bad, so don’t think it is. I just needed to vent out. Good night.
2-1! That’s what you get Celtics for beating Lakers at their own home! =) Haha. Let’s go LA!
Endlessly-B4-4
“And I know I’ve always just been your friend,
But if you look my way,
I’ll make sure you’ll never hurt again.”
Dear Mom & Dad,
I just want to say, I love you guys and everything you guys do to make me have a better life than you guys had. I’m sorry I don’t listen and when I talk back sometimes. Sorry for not appreciating what you guys give me and complaining about how I need this and that. I know we don’t really show our love to each other as much as we should, but I know that you guys love me and you guys should know that I love you guys too, for everything. Sorry for my bad attitude and temper & sorry for being so stubborn and lazy when you guys need me. Mom, I promise I’ll buy you the house of your dreams one day. Dad, I promise to let you finally retire and not work. To both of you guys, I’ll do all the working and try to repay you guys for everything you guys do for me. I love you guys. <3
Love,
Your daughter, Jessica Kel.
Yeah, I did two days, whatever.
Day 1-Your Best Friend
Dear Nathan To,
Hi, how are you? I’m sorry we haven’t really hung out or talked in a while. Last time I actually talked to you was to give you back your PS3 remote, haha. Yeah, we’re not as close anymore. And no it isn’t your fault, you always think it’s your fault when it’s not. The blame is really towards me. I’m always busy, tired, or lazy. Don’t think it’s your fault because it’s not. Even though things have changed, I still call you my best friend. You were the first friend I made down here, even when I wasn’t living here. No matter what happens between us, you’ll always be my best friend. Just wanted you to know that. I’m sorry for being always so busy. I’ll make it up to you one day, I promise.
Love,
Your best friend, Jessica Kel.
Day 2-Your Crush
Dear Crush,
Wait, what am I doing? I don’t have a crush, haha. I’m not into anyone at the moment.
